my voice cracks down the phone and all along the table
i slur my words but i remember the tone
look up and blur at all the fuzzy-haired angels
hoping one of them might take me home
i slip outside and try to bum a cigarette from
a guy who bullied me in school i think
i know celebrities dealers and policemen
the shit i tell people when i've had a drink
i try not to exist or pretend to play possum
i aim to exit without opening doors
but failing that i will enact another plan of action
anything not to end up on the floor
my pocket warns me if i'm running low on friendship
devices help me to keep track of my lies
i think i'm near an ex's place i text ahead to check if
no reply oh well that's no surprise
groggily wandering around tripping over stretched legs
well puffed-up dickheads all deflate in the end
and i waste so much time my mind's a total asshole
i'll fall to pieces if i can't make friends
a drink is like a dance i'm better at it in my bedroom
alone and thinking about somebody else
it's been good to get out but if this is what it costs you
maybe i'll keep my dances to myself
must be nearly morning cus i'm almost out of liquor
and people mingle to meaningless effect
seemingly i'm bleeding i exacerbate the eczema
go home and masturbate til i've nothing left
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