1. |
House Party
02:34
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my voice cracks down the phone and all along the table
i slur my words but i remember the tone
look up and blur at all the fuzzy-haired angels
hoping one of them might take me home
i slip outside and try to bum a cigarette from
a guy who bullied me in school i think
i know celebrities dealers and policemen
the shit i tell people when i've had a drink
i try not to exist or pretend to play possum
i aim to exit without opening doors
but failing that i will enact another plan of action
anything not to end up on the floor
my pocket warns me if i'm running low on friendship
devices help me to keep track of my lies
i think i'm near an ex's place i text ahead to check if
no reply oh well that's no surprise
groggily wandering around tripping over stretched legs
well puffed-up dickheads all deflate in the end
and i waste so much time my mind's a total asshole
i'll fall to pieces if i can't make friends
a drink is like a dance i'm better at it in my bedroom
alone and thinking about somebody else
it's been good to get out but if this is what it costs you
maybe i'll keep my dances to myself
must be nearly morning cus i'm almost out of liquor
and people mingle to meaningless effect
seemingly i'm bleeding i exacerbate the eczema
go home and masturbate til i've nothing left
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2. |
track 2
03:48
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i can't help but lie
but i promise i'm honest with you
i give bad advice
and some people listen
i've made some bad calls
i'm lacking precision
i just want to talk
but it's not my decision
i ain't no thing
no i can't be a walk-home man
i'll leave no trace
sleight of hand
i understand shame
and i try not to open new doors
i'm a powerful waste
of a beating heart
there ain't no way
i can crawl back into bed
everything's changed for the best
and there ain't no way
we can share each other's heads
now everything's gone
and there's nothing left
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3. |
track 3
04:25
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the kitchen's full of surprises
and my residual disguise
is wearing thin
i haven't slept with anyone
since december 5th
mildew laps at my window
alex tells me he's been through
what i am suffering
but what does alex know
about anything?
i'm scraping a 2:1
i sleep twice as often
and take so little in
i treat my mum like she's a burden
she tells me she can't win
but i've got friends that love me
no matter what becomes of me
they're so protective
and sure i've got some friends
that i'd love to have slept with
i don't want to stay inside
but today wasn't designed
with me in mind
i'm sure it's somebody's day
but it sure ain't mine
and i'm drinking like sinatra
so i'm thinking now's not the
best time to make friends
i'm sure we're all better off
this way in the end
i want you now more than ever
but in your presence i never
know what to say
i guess i belong alone
i'm just built that way
and yet i know it would take
so much more than a lover
to make me complete
so why do i fall in love
with everyone i meet?
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4. |
Torch Light Song
02:37
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this is the darkest part of our journey
there's no way of safely returning to safety
i always travel fucking my sleep up
i carry a torch light in case of idk
a cat on the wall it's the shadows that freak us
and down at the bottom street lighting consumes us
i'm startled by youths howling in darkness
approachable man is ruined by weakness
but it shouldn't be this easy to spook me
when i know the dark can't actual hurt me
i'm frightened by my own imagination
you're frightened by what's really there
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5. |
My Old Friends, 1-10
09:13
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staring into space out my window
i've had three beers and i am alone
thinking about all of my old friends
what i know and what i don't all about them
and when i think back
i ask myself why they left
well maybe i left them
but i'd love to travel back to then
my oldest friend james he was trouble
always looked out for his pals until he lost them
he cheated on evie so she left him
then he tried it on with my mum so i followed
it was so long ago
and i know he's tried to reach me since
but i lost my nerve
though i wish no harm against him
then there was school kane and nick
i think nick's doing well we just drifted
but kane he got involved with one of my ex's
and the way he treated her i couldn't forgive
and yet in such a small town
where everybody mixes
i did the same to him
and dated his ex katie
just last christmas i visited the hospital
to see my friend harry and he looked so ill
he told me he's got a kid and she's only a few weeks old
and that we ought to catch up as soon as possible
but that never happened
and he's getting married tomorrow
and though i didn't get an invite
i'm sure that it wasn't personal
which brings me to luke and how i lost him
i thought he was closest to me more than anyone
but when i split with katie late one winter
luke swooped in to comfort her
and though i patched things up with katie
i never forgave luke
for hooking up with my girl
and leaving me destitute
then there is lou studying in lincoln
we made out twice in a club and then her living room
but we weren't a good match and i think our friendship
never managed to recover from it
but she dated my friend andy
and i couldn't hide my jealousy
and when they went their separate ways
i guess i did just the same
and how could i leave out hannah sammy and mollie
my three closest friends during my early teens
i thought that i kept the three of them together
but they all still hang out and i'm not there
and yet i'm so glad they kept touch
and that i never drove a wedge between them
i spose that all my old friends
fair better off in the distance
so many names forgotten or unmentioned
but i'm eight beers down and i'm late so i'm leaving
to meet sam and brian they're my new friends
i just pray that the same fate never meets them
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6. |
Five Bad Days
04:33
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1
the street is so crowded
and my walls are so thin
i pull the covers up over my head
and dive back in
it's taken me sixteen hours
to get back to my place of rest
and i've got one friend less
i have to look for a new place
somewhere not so loud
but every step outside this house
just brings me further down
and though i've got some good friends
soon to be coming round
today i'll send them away and drown
2
there's a closed sign turning
in every shop i pass
and there is a chill in the air
that's built to last
and there are children peaking
through a hole in a garden wall
and singing happy by pharrell
tonight's my first night back
out in town with friends
i know that i have to try
to make amends
because i lost my temper
when they couldn't save her
and they found me down by the water
3
cut to late one eve
where i'm out searching for
a gathering of all
the old friends of yours
but i know no one among them
and i should not have come
and i fail to maintain a conversation
whenever i'm back home
i'm scared i'll see your mum
because i forgot to send her
your piano song
and i avoided parts of town
in case i saw joe
cus i never know what to say to him
4
one night after work
i head to the star
and i leave a spare drink for you
on the bar
and as i am walking home
my eyes are full of tears
i can't believe it's been a year
so when i'm home i try
to reach somebody who
i thought that i could always call on
out the blue
but so much time has passed
and she is coping fine
or at least it seems on the outside
5
it wasn't long after then
the day finally came
where i didn't think of you
or hear your name
and i felt so guilty
when you came back to me
that i swore i would never leave you be
but i wish there had been a place
that only we had shared
that i could visit
when i get scared
because i miss you too much
to even comprehend
that i'll never see you again
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7. |
The Last Waltz
04:47
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katie
we never learned to waltz
and yet it seemed to mean
so much to me
once
and i know now you never will
at least not with me
or my elephant feet
talk
to me before you leave
your floral dress spins minuets
in my otherworldly dreams
where i'm counting to keep you in time
but you'd never step to the same beat
as my dumb heart
katie
i longed to see you waltz
and i'll bet that you
had no clue
and hated dancing too
but i won't know that now for sure
for those answers lie
in a private life
that i don't
have access to anymore
every version of our past
is locked behind
a guarded metal door
and my old key
it asks of me
what did she make me for?
when she could just leave you for leigh
and if that's the case
then what was the point
in sharing anything?
oh kate
i wish i could just see you once more
just to see the tattooed v's
you both got on your knees
after three months apart from me
i feel like you were never who
i always thought you'd be
it's as though your eyes weren't blue
but then if they weren't
you would have lied
to everyone else too
and i wouldn't be the only one
surprised to find that
you could just move on
so please
you know this is what i need
to help make sense of how
you could leave
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8. |
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i've been travelling for hours
i've lost my notepads
so there's no point in faking
my way through the evening
i've been trying to get to
the place where loving you
is just this stupid thing
that i used to do
you don't look like your photos
or talk like you ought to
and you seem embarrassed
when i reach out to touch you
i drink like a weakling
and you laugh where you shouldn't
and we crawl back to mine
like we've nothing better to do
but i couldn't help you
i buried my head
i've not got that going for me
no i couldn't help you
the shame keeps repeating
i've not got that going for me
now i can't leave the bathroom
alarms start ringing
i hear something moving
so i lock myself in
and i think up a message
that says i'm sorry that i'm like this
but i never wrote it
because you'd never even notice
and i couldn't help you
i buried my head
no i've not got that going for me
i couldn't help you
the shame keeps repeating
i've not got that going for me
the last time i saw you
you snored like a rhino
and i slept in the spare room
til late in the evening
you'd gone when i came to
but you'd folded the corners
so i sat at the bottom
and stared out the door
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9. |
D.L.M.L.Y.D.
04:05
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if you're after a favour
a friend or helping hand
don't let me let you down
hold me to my commitments
because i'm fucked without my plans
and please don't let me let you down
just imagine i'm sitting
with my head inside my hands
make me useful and don't let me let you down
and though i'm prone to drink in bars alone
i'll always be around
so please don't let me let you down
i'm simple and forgiving
on the face of it i'm bland
i put off work i go to shows
but i know you'll understand
if you've ruined your evening
and you're standed in the town
you can call me and i will not let you down
if you're drunk or you're boring
or regret your one stand
i'll be near you so don't let me let you down
and when no one gets your humour
and your punchlines never land
i'm all ears so don't let me let you down
just don't put the blame on me
unless you really think you can
and please don't let me let you down
cus if you don't let me down gently
then i am not a stable man
things have to go my way
i can't play the little lamb
in your room in your bed
spare a thought for this old ham
promise me you won't let me let you down
unless you ask me to relieve you
well then i couldn't give a damn
i'm a faker but don't let me let you down
i've been a flake i've been a coward
i mistake all your commands for suggestions
but don't let me let you down
and i crumble under pressure
and i struggle to keep friends
i am weary but don't let me let you down
when i'm drunker than i should be
and my friends are in the crowd
and i screw up all the lyrics
and i speak the wrong way round
but when i'm dead and forgotten
buried deep within the ground
please remember that i never let you down
and if i did well i didn't mean to
i was likely in demand
i get so busy but don't let me let you down
and i swear i'll make it up to you
cus i can't afford the drama
of losing your friendship or romance
don't keep me in suspense much longer
put my life inside your hands
and please don't let me let you down
d.l.m.l.y.d. x 4
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10. |
Mutiny in the Stars
02:51
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no gravity zone
the fear of unknown
unable to fall
you’re stuck in a mood
well everyone needs solid ground
cus mines cave-in and ceilings crown
so i take all the tubes out your arms
you’re too far gone to hear my song
la la la la la la la la
you’re too far gone to hear this song
you're too far gone to hear my song
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